How long must I wait?

I'm sick of people telling me to "smile more often"

i'm not frowning

i'm not pouting

that's just my face.

besides there's nothing to smile about. 

I want to dissolve
I want to disappear
this is the second time. I think 2009 was enough for me.
i'm losing hope in everything.

this is my last day.

The present is well out of hand

You know I would've normally ignored you but i'm sad, and i'm lonely.
i'm regretting this already. I could've done other interesting things like staring at the ceiling.

being lonely sounds appealing now, i'm gonna stop talking to you RIGHT THIS SECOND.

There's no secret to decode

No one listens to decent music anymore. it's a shame.
put down that lady gaga cd and start listening to real music.

You looked the other way

Why do I keep acting like him? he's not my friend anymore, and I've accepted that a long time ago. I actually looked up to him; he was my role model, but I guess nothing lasts forever.

asshole.

Show Your Paintings

What's the difference between being inspired and stealing? I say nothing. 

Here I go again letting nonsense escape my not-so-under-control mouth. or hand. whatever.